June 2009
2 posts
bad thoughts , negative thoughts :
i need to get them out of my head and seriously trust more. i dont know where this going to lead me - how can i want something so much but not be able to face it? im starting to realize alot of things about myself that i really wish wasnt true. ughhh ; but. God is my stronghold. and my strength .. and i will pull through , cuz he has me by the hand . i just ask for a little prayer .
Jun 7th
WOW
life’s changing fast. whats up with that? even tho i already know the answer : God. but h e n e w a y s ; LOOOONG DAY. looooooong month ! woooot . (x funnythang of the day: ” this smells good. here, smell this: its a freakn daisy. ” ” a what, mom? ” ” a freakn daisy. ” ” uhmm, you mean an african daisy? like as in africa?...
Jun 7th
May 2009
17 posts
Ahhh.
joy-josh: I really think I want to minor in theatre. Err, I can’t decide. =[ -Joy. you are SO capable of doing that. (:
May 31st
I GOD YOU
turboberno: … (: thats all i could do. SMIYUUUL ! Praise God for another random day. Woke up at 6:30AM… Shower. Left for Del Valle Lake in Livermore for Family Day  (after Bryle made us all late. haha.) Got sunburned, went into lake. Water balloon fights. My favorite memory of today was when I was on one end of the tug of war and about 8 KFCers were on the other end… they...
May 31st
2 notes
teaching.
it’s what i want to do (: today me, dianne, anjeanette, and a few key club members went to tutor over at komure and i love little kids. i love being with the second graders. i want to be able to teach little kids and see them learn something new. they’re so cute! like how they stumble over the words and get SO EXCITED over doing some simple flash cards. “WHEELCHAIR!...
May 27th
oh snaps .
man, its monday. day-off from school! )x and im doing nothing! whats wrong with that? haha.
May 25th
step by step ;
im moving forward (; im finding it easier to moce throughout the day and accept things for what they are now. praise God
May 22nd
“A Friends Love Says ” If you ever need anything, i’ll be there. but GODS LOVE...”
– =] revisedddd by mee(: (via joy-josh) SO TRUE (;
May 20th
“ Sometimes it’s not as simple as letting go and letting God. GRAB him....”
– a brother. (:
May 18th
humbled.
I’ve been beaten down and tested HARD, but something tells me to prepare myself STILL for something more challenging. What if God wishes to test me? What if the devil wishes to go full blast with his temptations? BUT I WONT TRIP TO THE POINT IM TRIPPN ALL OVER THE PLACE. I will trust in God. Build that trust more and more and more. And, only through the name of Christ and for his Glory, I will...
May 18th
Not ministry life - but Christcentered life.
I’ve been a member for what .. for five years. Since 2005 after the 20916 camp lead by Gigantor and Denise. My brothers helped start it all up in Stockton .. And my parents we inspired to join. THAT all happened in wayy back - like in the late 1990s. So .. basically I’ve been in the ministry for most of my life. It’s now May 17, 2009. I went to meetings when I was WAY SMALLER that I am now,...
May 18th
I'm home.
and I’m leaving in a few hours. It’s time to let myself go, and grab onto God.
May 15th
It's never too late...
turboberno: Although I know it’s going to happen… That doesn’t mean that I can’t enjoy every moment that I still have. I can’t help it. I love serving in YFC. Lately I’ve been acting shady. On purpose. I’ve distanced myself away from the ministry and people in it. I’ve concentrated more on work, family, etc. But. Something keeps brining me back. God calls everyone to service. I think...
May 15th
I should sleep ..
So I can be prepared for this weekend. (: And I will. I just ask that you guys please continue to pray for Sunshine Central! With God, nothing is unsustainable.
May 15th
“You can make more friends in two months by becoming more interested in other...”
– Dale Camegie.
May 15th
today i blogged.
w h o o o o o ! (x And I went to school and couldn’t retake the Algebra Test. This is how it went .. *I’m raising my hand.* Mr. Kieth : Yeah. Me: Is there any way I can retake the test I - Mr. Kieth : No. Me : *SHUT DOWWWWWWWWWWWN.* HAHA, how mean. That jerk, (x And he admitted it too! Oh well. TWO MORE DAYS. Until camp. EIGHTEEN MORE DAYS. Until school officially...
May 14th
“PROCRASTINATORS UNITE!!! … Tomorrow.”
– (via minimellie)
May 14th
May 12, 2009.
Today, I didn’t go to schoooooooool agaiiiiiiiin. YAY. Went to the flea market with the mom, and went to the doctors for about five long ridiculous hours but it’s okay because I’m alive! (x I just had to go to my appointment and the momma’s. And an hour later, was music min practice. Wow, that was one pretty good last minute music min practice (x But praise God for a...
May 13th
May 11th